A journey to rediscover the true meaning of leadership At the start of last year I came to a series of significant personal revelations. I think I was feeling a bit as though I had pushed hard for four years and that it was time to take it a bit easier. God seemed to have other ideas, and wanted me to change the very way I thought about what I was dong, A starting point in the journey was that God seemed to have me stuck in Matthew chapter 10 for about four months, and gradually the meaning in the chapter started to become clearer and clearer.